ya fused...

ya it is fused now bt dat time, it didnt fuse like i expected...


so now when i knew dat dere was no escape, i had to blabber smethng, blabbering dosnt always help...i thot i'll make up smethng, bt i dont knw y, mayb out f fear or just sheer love, i nvr found the courage to lie to her, so i finally said it...


i told her..." dis is not a question that i am asking..i like u a lot and would love to spend my entire life with u "...


so i said it, and waited for the worse to happen...nothng happened...all i saw was her smiling and saying, what should i say...


u know, guys r very good at assuming things...we have this tendency to see things and assume that we got the answers...so i assumed, i assumed that it was a yes and said u dont hav to say nythng, i told her dat i just wantd u to knw...ya dat was not a lie, i just wantd her to know...bt den i'll always b a guy so my guy sense concluded that its a yes...


i remember, aftr i had joined ma MBA, der was this professor who told the class, " assuming means to make an ass out of urslf "...assume = ass u me...so i guess now its clear, assuming means making an ass out of urslf nd dat was precisely what i did :)


bt den dat ass i made of maslf was so nice, dat feeling was so fulfilling, i wished i remained that ass throughout :)


ya but den m a human so cant be an ass throughout ma life...k once i had assumed a yes,der was dis courage i got, mayb coz of the assumption...i had this courage, like d feeling of being the incredible hulk who can rip opn a tank or mayb jump through continents, bt cummon m no incredible hulk, bt dat feeling....


i managed to just ask her one questn..." do u think i'll be able to keep u happy if i marry u? "...nd den i waited...


i waited for those beautiful lips, the likes i feel of jennifer lopez...nw i havent tried jennifers lips, neither hav i tried her's so i think its just so that u ppl knw dat i felt she was the most beautiful der existed...ya i waited for them to tell me a yes, coz as i said early ,we guys are really gud at making asses out of ourselves, bt den assumptions dont always b rite...


what she said was very diffrnt frm wht i ws expecting, bt ya i heard her say a yes at a point but dat was just a part of it....


the lips told me..." tony, the answer is a simple yes or knw, but i need time "...


ya time, bt der was no specific guideline given, i thot mayb she'll say " i'll tel u n a couple of days" bt nothng cme out aftr need time....


To be continued...


when u start liking someone, u never worry about the logical sense that it makes, will the families accept, is it a rational decision to like her...it just happens...u forget the world during those moments of joys, and try to find the entire universe in it...it feels like the day starts and ends with her, like u can live a zillion years just looking at her, like der's a god in her...